Preliminary Arguments
Okay Will, I know blogging back and forth and arguing between posts wont accomplish, but what the heck. Since you're off playing games I'll start this here and we can finish later. First let's just get rid of the obvious, I just don't understand wtf I was banned for last night. Maybe you were doing it for the heck of it, maybe not I don't know. Now for the more subtle. I'll start in your order...dictionary definitions. That was my way of expressing my disgust at the new style of play I've observed while playing counter-strike. Haha what do you know, a damn computer game. I was just pissed at first how when we all first started playing the game and I would get bitched at for camping left and right, left and right. Now most of the time I see more camping than I did back in the YMCA. I realize that only a few of you play this new way, but it's just whack how when I complain about it now I get bitched at. But who cares right? It's just a damn game that will only be a spec of our in-progress gaming history. Maybe I was ahead of my time in the beginning, and now everyone has just caught up, who knows and who gives a damn. Comments out of ass, yeah I know it happens, but I'm not the only one dishing it, so leave it at that. Fucking around. Well yeah I know that happens too. However, like I've said, it only happens with stuff I don't care about. When something actually important to me is going down, you can be sure I'll be straight about it. Simply put, if I don't care about it, then whatever. If it causes me to be looked upon by others, then so be it. If I cared about their opinions I'd restrain myself more.
Whining, damn. Let me tell you, I can bitch like a mofo huh? There's nothing I can really say about this, except yeah I realize it and I'll try to cut back. Sometimes it could be due to something intangible like bad weather, or sometimes it's one of those things were I do actually find important or half serious and some of the people around me don't. I guess there's nothing really to be done here, except just for both me and the other side to look beyond our own opinions and try to see things from the other side. Also I think getting pissed at others is related to the same thing. Now for the big one. The homo thing. While it doesn't really matter too damn much because first and foremost, obviously I'm not gay. However after a long while of it, or of taking it during a bad day, it starts to suck. I don't understand how you can let someone like Allen stick keys up places and slap your asses and watch him hit on people like Chris and not refer to him as homo even in a funny way. Also theres the fact of those certain few who haven't really earned the right to dish so much themselves because they themselves are shitting and kidding themselves out. But who cares about that, it's damn funny. Anyways this brings me up to
my point. You want some things to stop, I want some things to stop. It's not someone's getting gypped in the end. So fine, let's do it. Give each other some leeway and slack here and there, and make things work. Oh and for the whole LiznReg. That's just for CS and the irc channel. Do you seriously think that I'll subject myself again to the same situation as last year? Fuck no. Been there done that once, I'm not taking another hit in grades and morale again. I might talk like I'm going after them, but after consideration the last few days and couple weeks, yeah right. For the second/third time now I guess, it's time to have friends of the opposite sex who are attractive and not have a relationship in romantic kind of way. But there is someone else now...who
doesn't have a bf. Like whoa, eh?
Like I said going back and forth between blogs might not do much, but hopefully it's a start. =)
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jer at 11:00 PM