where the sun and rain come in over my face

Yes, I left home around 9:22 AM yesterday. Obviously I was going to miss my quiz in chem, so I decided to just sit in the car, slightly crack the windows, close my eyes, and listen to the radio. I think I had a dream, too. Before I got too comfortable, it was time to mosey on over to bio class. And yes, I started falling asleep in there too, but not before our quiz results came back. Nine out of ten! Whoot. And the one problem I missed was due to a technicality in the question. There's these two women at my table (one's more than twice my age, while the other's only like 15 years my senior), and they're always laughing at me and making fun of me, mostly for sleeping. After class, in the library, I explained to Johnny and Chester how I managed to stay awake. According to Chester, I was lacking a magnifying glass.

Haha, I need to call a local business and contract a fundraiser with them, lol. It's for real officerness now.

Calc is one big joke. Nobody really understand what the guy's talking about. Something tonight about implicit differentiation and higher derivatives, or some crap like that. I definately know I fell asleep in that class, and I'm pretty sure I daydreamed a little, too.

So yes, I've been told I can be pretty mean at times, and that I treat people differently. This isn't exactly anything new, really. This all goes back to my whole "I don't care when it doesn't matter" thinking, I suppose. Yes, it's not the greatest thing in the world, but hey nobody's perfect, right? If I have treated you like crap, then let me offer an apology. I'm pretty sure I can be nice to everyone, and not just when I want to be. But the thing is, I've already been through that; I've tried it before. Not too long ago, there was a period of time where I really tried to be a nicer, non-condescending person. Oh yes, there was a time where if you wanted something of me, all you'd have to do was ask, and voila. Maybe it is better for everybody if I were nice again. If happiness were rated on a 1 - 10 (highest) scale, and 4 - 6 was average, I think the lowest I'd fall to was a seven on any given day. Not to say that I'm not happy now or anything. I'm more bored nowadays than anything. Ah, how I long for days gone by.

rets0022 (11:39:16 PM): omg... do you EVER talk about ne thing else besides hot girls
At least she's agreeing with me.

Jumpypeanut (12:17:18 AM): hey do you have a gf yet?
StrikeoutK (12:17:21 AM): no
StrikeoutK (12:17:22 AM): do you?
Jumpypeanut (12:17:28 AM): nope no time
StrikeoutK (12:17:35 AM): yeah.. same here

[00:38] i could feel the grease breaking into the balls

rets0022 (12:56:37 AM): you are girlie at times