Omg like I'm totally not getting this calc stuff.

Like omg I got out of the shower and on the bathroom door there's a spider the size of a quarter. After gathering my courage I grab it with some tp and toss it into the toilet and flush. Miraculously it survives the trip and doesn't go down. More impressively, it's still alive! What the heck. Toss more tp on it, flush it again, and it's like, see ya.

like a drunk that makes you blind, it’ll fool you every time

Okay so this IE window's been open for the past ~3+ hours. First I saw some Am Idol. With all the playoffs and stuff going on, I don't think I'll be able to honestly keep up with this show. Hopefully it doesn't really matter too much, though, because I think we all know who the final two are going to be. The Lakres owned the TWolves (by 30, btw), and now I'm finishing up on Smallville. It's so sappy at times. And sometimes the people just seem so damn clueless. How do you just put a friendship on temporary hold? Someone please inform me. But the more I think about it, the more I might be able to see it out.

I woke up at 10:30 at the sound of my winamp alarm, spent ten minutes online, then went back to lie in bed but ended up falling asleep till after noontime. During my second sleep session, I dreamed I was playing collegiate baseball somewhere. Stupid whack schedule this semester prevented that.

Went to CV badminton today. Tried to do some calculus homework in the stands. Integration to be exact. Haha, yeah right. I got like nothing done. No, not from being distracted from anything, but because I seriously didn't know what I was doing. No you mofos, the homework, that is. Let me see what else. I ate my fooking $1.35 chocolate bar. It was kinda melted, but I guess it was alright. Nothing too special about it.

AJ had this interesting sb idea. To take me (to technically be his date) and just split up when we get there. We were gonna eat at home, drive ourselves out there, and skip on the whole boutonniere and flower thigng. He wanted to help me at least to some degree fulfill the year-old promise. While a good idea, it really does nobody any good. I've never been player enough to start ganking people like that, and I'd probably choke in the position. That, along that I'd be jacking him the chance to get his poke on is just wrong. After further discussion, it was decided that most the people (in hs) I hang around are screwed one way or another. "The Jerry Curse", as someone put it. Must be the bad aura I'm putting out. Anyways. Thanks buddy, but I'm going to pass. I'll be up to something that night (or one of those nights), so don't worry about me having fun.

Don't go to LPC if you can avoid it. You will hate yourself. If you are going there, make it a short stay. My most important bit of advice: don't go there for x amount of years, only to have the same opportunities as before you started going there. In simple terms: if you didn't get into where you wanted to go, make sure you do well enough to get there. Don't spend two years at hell on earth and end up at the lower tiers of the CSU system. But really, try not to go there if you don't have to.

Looks like I'll be owing Ken a lunch, and if he ends up helping me I'll buy him a drink. For the rest of you, DaPlan_Remix.jpg 2 is definitely in the works. Another test of loyalty, lol.

Okay, so maybe I don't want five minutes anymore.

[18:17] i got free bj today

"He just likes to make fun of people. Your hating is more of a jealousy type."

I'm currently suffering from gastric issues.

you kept insisting and resisting that you would not fall again

I think I've saved myself from failing biology. Got that test from last week back, and scored higher than the last test (the D grade, haha), so it gets tossed out. Yesss. Teacher spent an hour going over fooking lab reports and how to write them. I got a 'B' on mine with a 24/30. Works for me. I think I got caught in the lab during my break. Maybe I'm losing it and getting old.

CS was boring. I swear all I do is daydream in there. Once I'm completely half conscious and in lala land, I start to fall asleep with whatever daydream I have in mind, haha. The guy behind me started laughing when I started doing the whiplash action. Didn't go to calc class. Wasn't going to pay attention anyways. Probably just write more poetry or something.

Went to the CV library for a bit. Watched the basketball and hockey playoffs. For some reason I didn't play any video games at all. What the heck should I do now? Too late to do homework. Dude, most of the guys on that Mr. Personality show aren't too pretty looking, haha.

Five minutes. All I'd need is five minutes.

01:43] you get more of the romantic shit
[01:43] i mean stuff
Haha.

[01:48] any guy
[01:48] any girl
[01:48] any time
[01:48] it's possible
[01:48] anyone who says it's not is close-minded or idealistic
Interesting. I think I will concur.

rets0022 (1:34:05 AM): how would YOU talk to a girl you're interested in.. but not make it all apparant that you're interested
StrikeoutK (1:35:17 AM): hahahaha
StrikeoutK (1:35:35 AM): i wouldn't be able to

[02:40] SoS: that was actually pretty innocent...I remember people trying to dissolve a crack rock in the teacher's coffee
Dude you and your crazy Mt. Diablo HS stories.

TomEboy04 (5:01:32 PM): you cut again today?
StrikeoutK (5:01:39 PM): i did no such thing
StrikeoutK (5:01:47 PM): i chose not to go to a voluntary class
TomEboy04 (5:01:54 PM): hahaha
TomEboy04 (5:01:57 PM): so you cut
StrikeoutK (5:02:10 PM): i prefer to think of cut as a high schooler's term

StrikeoutK (12:21:16 AM): why aren't we playing w3
wtghaha (12:25:20 AM): i was
wtghaha (12:25:30 AM): but then i thought, pansy is coming soon, better stop now
=\

"I mean sometimes she's alright, but sometimes, she's... not."

What the heck nobody's playing CS or W3 tonight. This is too weird.

I am 29% addicted to Counterstrike. What about you?

i wanted so badly just to be a part of something strong and true

Played some basketball on Saturday. Haven't played in a while now, mostly due to the poor weather we've been getting. Played some good games. Jumpshot was kind of working, but inside game was really flowing. Hit a good amount of turnarounds. Right now I'm not all too sore. Legs are amazingly sore free, except for me knees, but that's an old injury there so it's all good. A bit in the shoulders, a bit in the lower back. I'll take this amount of sorenss after bball anyday. I am definately losing my lateral movement speed. Having trouble staying in front of people now, haha. I can still chase people down across the court and all, but trying not to get beat by the first step is getting so hard for me now. Don't know if it's the weight gain (haha), body wearing down and getting old, or the general non physicalness in my days now. Probably a combination if all of them.

Saturday night Jhermaine, Gerald, Willy, and I went to Will's and saw Friday After Next. Of course it's pretty much garbage but it was funny nonetheless. Afterwards we just kicked it and had good times. We concluded that Willy is a hater and is mean.

Worked Sunday. Read the Cosmo during break, haha. As I was turning off my light to leave, a black man and a white man come to my lane and I tell them that I'm closed. "It's cuz I'm black, huh? If I were a white man you'd ring me up." he says. So I'm like, "alright, fine." Then he eventually starts laughing and says "I knew that'd work." Haha. Punk. Then while I'm ringing up their twenty or so pillow, I see them looking over my shoulder and talking and nodding their heads. Right away I knew what was up, haha. Naturally I turn around, take a quick gander, turn back around and nod my head and smile. Then after they decide how old she is one of them jokes (I hope it wasn't directed to me) "she'll show you something you've never seen." Haha. Then the other guy was like "I'll give her something she's never had." Bwahahha. These guys were ~30. Pretty funny still.

Did nothing all afternoon. I guess there was a chick at the mall who looked like JLH. Unfortunately I missed out. Watched a little basketball. Lakers won I heard. Woohoo. Brand new Alias. Dude. Next week is the season finale! It's heckov early! Ahhhh. Two hours long. I'm sooooo excited. So excited that I put it on the reminders list to the left.

StrikeoutK (11:42:53 PM): say something
SmarterChild (11:42:53 PM): I'm no talking doll.

StrikeoutK (2:14:30 AM): i really don't feel like seeing high schooler's formal
StrikeoutK (2:14:34 AM): but it's paying so i eat it

[02:54] our (ucd) girls are sorry too
[02:54] he would disagree
[02:55] wt
[02:55] with having a fetish with aliens
[02:55] tripping
[02:55] haha as soon as i hit upper division, gonna be basically all guys in my class
[02:56] you'll see some girls but i dont think they are human

[12:02] the biggest lesson to learn in life young jig, don't expect anything from anyone
[12:03] anything good you get from someone, consider it a benefit, not a guarantee
I will think about this one.

flaureea (10:50:02 PM): now go away
flaureea (10:50:06 PM): and do something useful with your life

flaureea (10:50:14 PM): that makes you stupider

StrikeoutK (11:46:00 PM): at least he got to watch
StrikeoutK (11:46:04 PM): i will always settle for that

"I don't want to be the third leg."

"Stop being so paranoid."

Boys are from Mars, girls are from Venus
Differences in attitudes between the sexes start early. A best-selling author explores our survey results.

Survey released last weekend by USA Today that overlooks opinions from students in grades 6-12 of both genders on different topics. The title link takes you to the report, this link shows you the actual survey and it's results. Below are most of the questions (some I tossed out because I thought they were irrelevant), first percentage are male responses, second females. Bold selections depict my answers. Italics will be any opinions I have.

1. Which one quality first catches your attention in the opposite sex?

Looks 58% 40%
Personality 27% 36%
Athleticism 1% 2%
Confidence 2% 3%
Sense of humor 9% 16%
Intelligence 2% 2%
Popularity 1% 1%

2. Which one quality of your sex do you think first catches the attention of the opposite sex?

Looks 56% 79%
Personality 16% 11%
Athleticism 6% 0%
Confidence 3% 3%
Sense of humor 12% 3%
Intelligence 2% 1%
Popularity 5% 3%

Let's not try to be shady here or anything. Before you speak any words to someone else, I know you're not making any prejudgements based on someone's tests scores or anything. Shoot.

3. Where do you seek advice most often about the opposite sex?

The Internet 2% 1%
Magazines 1% 6%
Radio call-in shows 1% 0%
Parents 14% 11%
Friends 34% 50%
Siblings 4% 3%
An opposite-sex friend 20% 16%
Teacher/school counselor 1% 0%
Mentor/youth minister 0% 0%
I don't seek advice 23% 13%

4. Do you think it's OK for girls in your grade to call guys?

Yes 96% 95%
No 4% 5%

5. Do you think it's OK for girls in your grade to ask guys out?

Yes 90% 80%
No 10% 20%

As much as I hate to see traditions go, this has to be one of them.

6. Is it possible to have a good friend of the opposite sex?

No, because one person always wants to be more than friends. 6% 3%
Yes, but only if you're part of a group. 8% 7%
Yes, even if it's one-on-one. 86% 90%

Haha, the way they keep this question nice and general makes my answering easier.

7. Do you relate to your friends of the opposite sex the same way you relate to your same-sex friends?

Yes 47% 54%
No 53% 46%

8. Think of the most recent time a friend of the opposite sex started dating someone. Were you jealous?

Yes, because it meant we would hang out less together. 9% 18%
Yes, because I wanted to date him/her. 21% 17%
No, I was happy for him/her. 44% 45%
No, because it got rid of his/her crush on me. 4% 3%
It's never happened to me. 22% 17%

Well, since the question says most recent.

9. Which one of these scenarios would you enjoy most for a Saturday night?

Hanging out with a friend or friends of the same sex. 11% 9%
Hanging out with a group of guys and girls. 49% 64%
Hanging out with a friend of the opposite sex. 8% 6%
Hanging out with someone of the opposite sex I'm romantically interested in. 28% 19%
Being alone. 4% 2%

It really just depends who the people are.

10. When you hear that a girl at school has had sex, do you think:

Better of her? 8% 0%
The same of her as before? 54% 46%
Less of her? 38% 54%

Dude, unless the guy's like five years older or something, give me a break.

11. When you hear that a guy at school has had sex, do you think:

Better of him? 9% 1%
The same of him as before? 64% 56%
Less of him? 27% 43%

Kind of like above, but the opposite.

15. Would you date someone of a different race?

Yes 75% 75%
No, my parents would forbid it 4% 9%
No, because it adds too much complexity to the relationship 13% 10%
No, I'm against it 8% 6%

16. Would you date someone of a different religion?

Yes 81% 82%
No, my parents would forbid it 2% 1%
No, because it adds too much complexity to the relationship 11% 12%
No, I'm against it 6% 5%

Yes, but be cautious. There's been some extremely whack and stupid (yes, stupid) reasoning and other things that have used religion as scapegoat.

	Bedtime Bear You are usually asleep on the job but that's okay because your job is to make sure everyone gets enough sleep! You're shy and sweet...when you are actually awake! Getting sleepy already?
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

Ouch! I just kicked my metal bad frame thing that holds the mattresses up. Now it's all purple under my toe.

I just dreamed I was at spring break at some beach resort with lots of hotties, and I for once knew what I was doing.

Woohoo we have sunshine and dry ground outside!!

you know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart

Lab wasn't too bad today. Of course I fell asleep during the prelab lecture portion, but oh well. I spent the remainder of the awake lab time looking at different things with the microscop like... slides. Yes, slides, that's it. Oh and part of the lab was wearing gloves and pissing into a cup to measure for traces of stuff like glucose, blood (wt I aint no girl, oh), protein, and specific gravity. Needless to say, my urine is in fine condition. Some girl actually went in the cup and brought the same back into the class to conduct the tests, haha.

After lab I went to the mall to look for a white dress shirt. I already have like two pairs but they're pretty old. Didn't find a shirt for the price I wanted. Should have picked up on that Express one that was on clearance for a month. Will try Ross or something in the near future. I actually do need a white dress shirt for an upcoming job, haha. The mall had a good amount of people, which is always good cuz there's more eye candy that way. I was going to walk into Sephora (sp?), but upon arriving at the entrance I realize there are no men inside. Backed off right away, haha. One good bit of news: there are definitely some new chicks working at AE that warrant multiple visits. As I walked by J Crew I saw Robbie inside working, so I went in and hanged with him for a while. I haven't seen that mofo since last semester.

Came home, ate lunch and watched Two Weeks Notice with my mom. Funny movie, and both leads are great. He's a millionare who can't make any decisions without her advice. After years of putting up with his self absorbedness, she gives him her two week notice. I liked the movie, but it seemed that the two at first didn't have any chemistry, but then all of the sudden they did, with no action in the middle. Still made for a sweet ending. One walks out on the other, then the other runs out the door, makes the long trek down the street, and fall into each others arms with the kiss and the whole spinny camera action thing. Woohoo.

"Men are just pawns to women."

Anyways. Two gripes about customer service these days. The first is Circuit City in Hayward. The long and short of it is that the store manager had no idea what he was talking about, and proceeded to make up some bogus excuses on why not to give me what I wanted. He ended up giving me the same printouts I already had, so I took them, ripped them up, and threw them on the ground out front. Did he see me? I don't really care. I went to another Circuit City where the manager wasn't an idiot and understood the problem and satisfied the customer.

The second is Abercrombie at the mall. You know those awesome catalogs they sell there for like seven dollars? Well for the first time ever in that store they were visible, put out front next to the counter place. I'm like, "whoa, gotta check it out" so I go over there and pick one up. Within five seconds of opening it the girl behind the counter was like "you can't look at that, you have to pay for it first." What the heck. So I asked again to make sure if I had to "buy it first before I could look at it" because such an idea is so ludacris. I explained that I was looking to buy one, and that I just wanted to check it out. She again says I have to pay for it first, so I put that stuff back and walk out. WHAT KIND OF REASONING IS THAT?? Oh my gosh. The only example I could think of where you pay for something before sampling/triyng out is food, not a catalog. The only exception to the food rule that I am aware of is a bottle of wine. I'm still beside myself on the matter. The catalog isn't even shrink wrapped or anything. Jeez. It's not like I'm making copies or stealing fashion ideas or anything. What a bia. If you readers know this chick (as I think she goes to cvhs), let me just tell you that I don't care. A&F is soo lucky they have cute girl standing at the entrance in underwear during warm weekends and there's always a hot chick shopping inside. And who in the right mind pays 60 dollars for a pair of jeans? If you're gonna spend that much, go get a pair of Armani jeans or something instead for < 10 dollars more. At least if you go to the Stanford Shopping Center (top 3 places to shop in bay area, btw), you get the view of the water over the bridge, better stores, and Cardinal pride out there.

Robbie's comment on the catalog fiasco: TigerTheManWoods (9:37:55 PM): if she was hot it'd be ok

Man. You come ask me for help at Target and I try to give it to you. If someone wants to check out something in the counter, open up a box to fidget with the thing, then go right ahead. It's not my money. Why do people have to be such pricks these days. As long as you don't piss me off then I'll let you do whatever you want short of walking out of the store with the item. Freak I'm still pissed about that. Could be worse though. Catch me 16-18 months ago I would have raised hell. Catch me 7-10 months ago, I'd still be pissed, but not as much as today. Today I'm somewhere in the middle of where I would be with those two time frames. Interesting.

I'll be brother-less till midweek, as Kevin's in Orlando for that DECA stuff. Time to eat up all the food before he gets home.

From Robbie's profie, then quote:
"so i see this girl walkin from far away, she looks kinda good, as she gets closer i see she has a shiner, ya know a black eye, im thinkin great she doesnt listen"

"He's just like you; he doesn't like asian chicks."
Hehe that was very true until last spring. Now I just don't know.

[21:25] you need to be trying to find other ways to spend your time aside from being on your computer
Word.

[22:29] daz: he got hit in the nose
[22:29] nick: oh
[22:29] daz: by his wife's breast
[22:30] nick: how's that feel like?
[22:30] daz heaven on earth
*makes mental note*

[02:56] i think i'd pass as a chick
[02:56] if i shaved my legs
I think we all know who said that.

[03:06] it hasn't gotten that big
[03:09] still bigger than yours

[14:32] SoS: my GF tried...that was the time I bit down on a fried bone ball

Chanman007 (8:58:43 PM): is that the one
Chanman007 (8:58:46 PM): you didn't save?
StrikeoutK (8:58:48 PM): yeah
Chanman007 (8:58:52 PM): HAHAHHAHAH
Chanman007 (8:58:55 PM): "jerry save me"
Chanman007 (8:58:57 PM): "i'm bleeidng"
StrikeoutK (8:59:05 PM): "uh, here's a paper towell"
StrikeoutK (8:59:06 PM): HAHA
Chanman007 (8:59:06 PM): you: I can't get up
Chanman007 (8:59:09 PM): bwahhaha
Haha, oops.

Xx HaVoK xX 2099 (10:41:14 PM): what was your sr ball theme?
StrikeoutK (10:41:25 PM): hell if i know

StrikeoutK (10:52:16 PM): hey where's the nearest bj at
flaureea (10:52:27 PM): oy..
StrikeoutK (10:52:40 PM): i want to get one of those too
flaureea (10:52:46 PM): gah
HAHA I didn't realize what I said till later. My bad.

i wish i said the words i never showed

CS lab yesterady. Boring stuff. Best part of day was dinner afterwards at Costco. Tom, Jhermaine, Eric and I split a combo pizza. I guess it's some sort of initiation to be our friend or something because again I was sharing stories and memories from the high school days, haha. I think someone else now thinks I play for the wrong team. Speaking of which, check out this little test here. Don't worry kids it's clean. I myself am 33% gay. Pretty good, as I thought I'd be near the half-half mark.

Like, omg the Lakers lost two in a row to Minny. Booooo. I don't know about you, but I think Shaq either has to suck up all the crap that's going on in his life or take a seat. He's not helping anyone by shooting 6-18 in the first three quarters. Played some W3 and went 4-0 to close out the night.

Due to many requests, the linkage colors in the comment window has been changed. Hopefully this pleases many people.

Auto response from SmarterChild (7:59:25 PM): [Service too busy]
I pwned the bot.

Chanman007 (2:26:03 PM): with asking smarter child to help you out

[11:52] just airbrushed like crazy

[22:15] ken with lying about watching pr0n before you were 16
[22:16] you know you haven't waxed it yet

ShrimpSiumai (16:19:36): girls are much more than looks
Oh fosho!

[23:29] is that more than a box of milk
Haha, a box of milk.

ShrimpSiumai (1:55:36 AM): so she doesn't slap you

StrikeoutK (3:12:49 AM): i want to start with normal shaped stuff

"What's that called when your stomach starts eating itself?" -Jhermaine

"Roses are read, violets are blue, my name is Jerry, and I'm a big noob." -Buth
Bwahaha. After laughing more at my poetry writing.

hi ppotardimus (2:03:24 PM): she was cold
hi ppotardimus (2:03:30 PM): i made her leg warm

hi ppotardimus (7:23:19 PM): i want to be her boyfriend
Always easier said than done. Always.

athena r0x (7:26:53 PM): YOU ARE WAY MORE GAY THAN ME

athena r0x (7:31:51 PM): I SAW BOOBS
athena r0x (7:31:53 PM): I SAW BIG ONES
athena r0x (7:32:04 PM): ur sick and perverted

Ran out of shampoo. The only thing I can dig up is some jojoba and raspberry Swiss formula stuff. Combine with my green tea conditioner. I hope I do not turn more feminine.

So I was going to condition my hair, but due to time constraints, I did not.

but you'll just sit tight and watch it unwind

Didn't blog last night because I got caught up with some stuff (okay nothing too important) and didn't have time. The Lakes got blown out, but I doubt Minny will ever repeat that caliber performance again. LA will win three straight at Staples Center. Did go out for some errands, but nothing too important. Talked to SmarterChild for a bit for no worthy reason at all. But we all know whose fault that is. That bots pretty dumb. Ask it simple questions and it's cool and all, but ask it anything deep or complicated and it just says "oh" or "what do you think?" Then it asks if I want to know my local weather. Loser.

Anyways. This morning. OMFG! I'm such an idiot. I planned on leaving my house early cuz I had a test, and leave early I did, until I walked out of the house. As soon as I closed the front door, I realized I didn't have any of my keys. House and car. A loud "f*ck" could be heard down the street, I bet. No one was home, so I had to break into my house. Yep. Break into my house. First I hopped the gate into the side yard, then had to get into the house. It's good to know that even though I'm fat now, I can still fit through a 12"x12" space. My mom called me later asking if the mess left was from me, because she thought someone might have robbed us, haha.

Bio test today. I needed this one badly to save my grade. I studied the night before (likle, whoa), and I knew all the parts and path of blood through the heart, along with the flow of air and the parts of the lungs and respiration system. Hopefully I did well enough to save myself. Oh but the chick wasn't there today.

Rest of the classes were boring, as usual. I was getting owned in calc, so started writing in my notebook again. Pretty soon Jhermaine started laughing at me. Then he told the guy between us and he started laughing at me too. Oh well. Oh well. Read my scribbling here.

Watched some Dawson's Creek and The Bachelor. That chick that can throw the football is pretty hot. Joey's always cute.

Happy bday out to Stephen (aka SoS) who amazingly turned 17 (though he looks 25).

Oh and a comment about the comments (haha I made a funny). Go ahead and type whatever you think and feel. You all know me, so you know I don't mind cursing and smack. Let them emotions ride! I can and will, however, deny any comments that I feel are retarded.

strikeoutk (11:23:05 PM): dude
strikeoutk (11:23:07 PM): is that a joke
strikeoutk (11:23:10 PM): or a serious inquiry
cvhuie (11:23:23 PM): eh
cvhuie (11:23:25 PM): ur pick
Of all people!

[23:14] "you wanna solve crimes? i got a crime going on in my pants"

StrikeoutK (1:55:06 AM): and you know like
StrikeoutK (1:55:20 AM): that gaytalk we do when we talk to certain girls
wizll 02 (1:55:39 AM): what gaytalk
StrikeoutK (1:55:44 AM): you know like
StrikeoutK (1:55:49 AM): when you talk differently
wizll 02 (1:56:08 AM): wt i only do that 40% of the time
StrikeoutK (1:56:11 AM): hahahahahaha
wizll 02 (1:56:22 AM): gets annoying after a while
StrikeoutK (1:56:25 AM): yes
wizll 02 (1:56:30 AM): to myself at least
wizll 02 (1:56:34 AM): haha
StrikeoutK (1:56:44 AM): yes i sometimes like to slap myself after a bit
Hahaha, yes I'm guilty. If you're guitly too, admit it!

StrikeoutK (2:14:55 AM): why do you have answer questions so gay like that
StrikeoutK (2:15:03 AM): sounds like me talking
ShrimpSiumai (2:15:10 AM): cuz it's ctrl c and ctrl v

In response to my random writing a few days ago:
[11:16] arf|sb: jerry, you should drop cs and become a writer
[11:18] p-hell: be prepared to end up a little bit dumber after u read it
[11:19] arf|sb: you can be one of those troubled artist type
[11:19] arf|sb: they get lots o chicks
[11:19] p-hell: i hope u dont normally write in cursive
[11:19] everROARS: wow he wrote that in one try
[11:19] everROARS: no erasing even
[11:19] p-hell: only girls write in cursive
[11:19] p-hell: after 5th grade
[11:21] pansy: p, i dont usually write in cursive
[11:22] arf|sb: yeah, only when he's not typing
Hehehe. Thanks!

[11:43] everROARS: i'd be delighted to see the sister
[11:43] everROARS: younger or older
[11:43] pansy: yougner
[11:44] everROARS: heheh
Haha.

I was driving back to school from lunch when I started getting this fat headache in the back of my head. I want to go home.

Dude, reading the textbook really does help, haha.

Hahahhaha stupid SmarterChild. It's all Flora's fault.

I guess comments are up and running. I'm going crazy looking at the code trying to find where one of the links are so I can change it's name. Otherwise it's good to go.

Dude, that episode of Smallville was super awesome. Those last seven weeks or so of garbage was well worth it. The whole jealousy theme, as Nick called. The crazy ex bf. The masochism. HAHAHAHAHAH. What a great episode. Oh and there was lots of Kristen Kreuk, too! Woohoo. One dash of weaksauce though, I really don't think two people can be so obtuse in recongnizing each other's feelings of one another. You have to be some serious vegetables to have a relationship like this.

Now, if only I had some time...

SmarterChild (7:57:02 PM): You Are on an Emotional Roller Coaster

What the fook. This thing is whack. I wonder what it would say if I answered yes/always to everything.

Yay, I just put a few more women, err, things up on my wall: Miss Jennifer Garner. Whooot whooot.

Just spent a good amount of time sharing (mostly junior year) high school stories and pictures.

Hahaahahahahahahahahahaahahaha. How the mighty have fallen. Ouch.

listen and wait for the echoes of angels who won't return

I get up in the morning all bright and early, and Nick starts talking to me about stuff that requires thinking. It's like whoa, let me gain consciousness first. Well well well yesterday was the first day of classes after one week of spring break. What can I say, classes are just chunks of super boringness. Sure bio's awesome for the reason it always is, but jeez I don't expect any miracles. Today, however, the two moms in my lab group started talking about "safety things" (oh) that you buy at the store. Then they said something like how they buy them for their sons, and just toss them into their rooms, haha. Now that's freaking awesome.

So we got those calc tests back. While I didn't set a new record low (think 30's back in Sousa's class), it was still pretty ugly looking. I'll have to do something to start understanding this crap known as calculus. We're starting antiderivatives now. Yay, I didn't even catch what derivatives were. It got so boring in that class that I started to do some leasure writing. Yep. Check it out here.

Tonight (okay yesterdy night) was the conclusion of Helen of Troy. Totally awesome movie. Great acting, scenery, and fight scenes. Mostly everyone should already be familier with the story. Dude, if she really looked lilke that, then shoot, fight that ten year war. Unlike many contemporary love stories, there's no happy ending. Mostly everybody dies, and the story comes full circle when the last two people left are the ones that were stuck together in the first place. It's like all those people died for nothing. I think I'll actually considering buying this movie if it comes out on dvd or something. I will give that chick the arf seal of approval.

SmarterChild is apparently back and has spoken. I will do what it advises.

I think tomorrow I will clean my room, watch a chick flick (it's been a long time), and do some studying. Yikes!

Okay so maybe a movie might be too hard. Not really cuz of the script writing, but mainly do to the probable lack of enthusiasm and the lack of female leads.

I'm C*ck Them fobs.

13-year-old prodigy to get college degree Dude, I can barely get through my lower division general education classes. What a case of getting owned.

[00:03] sos: Did someone break your poor little heart?

[00:04] willy: his brain is about the size of a peanut

twisbtw (12:35:09 AM): not enough sucking power i believe

StrikeoutK (9:49:27 AM): if i worried about myself
StrikeoutK (9:49:30 AM): i'd have new clothes every other day

Chanman007 (9:52:04 AM): stop using your hormones
Chanman007 (9:52:08 AM): and start using your head
StrikeoutK (9:52:09 AM): the end result is still the same
StrikeoutK (9:52:17 AM): i'm a retard
StrikeoutK (9:52:21 AM): and you're an idiot
So basically start thinking with the head atop my shoulders, right?

Chanman007 (9:54:35 AM): you homo
Oh, that comes way too often.

StrikeoutK (9:54:56 AM): i'm a sweet guy
Chanman007 (9:54:59 AM): HAHHAHAH
Chanman007 (9:55:09 AM): sorry
Chanman007 (9:55:11 AM): keep going

[21:36] dude these trojans are pretty dumb
[21:36] getting fooled by a stupid horse
[21:36] trojans are good

[22:51] me: i'm 19 and i still don't make sense sometimes
[22:52] try always

The kicker:
Chanman007 (10:02:04 AM): yeah, nice guys finish last
So nice guys finish last, bad guys cheat themselves, and sometimes you think the winners aren't good enough. What does this all mean, exactly? I'm not sure. Maybe it does come down to luck. Then again, I kind of stopped believing in that. Someone feel free to volunteer an answer.

So I was just watching parts of the 7th Heaven wedding. I haven't been to a wedding in a while, but I didn't see too many jeans and sport coats being worn when I went. Someone tell me if that's the proper wedding attire now.

Dood, there's way too much stuff on tv to watch right now. We have some Am Idol special, a brand new 7th Heaven, NBA playoff basketball, and Helen of Troy. Crap crap crap.

Yes I'm sitting here in the computer lab with new computers than run 2.53 p4 processors and a geforce ti4200. What a super duper waste of power. Anyways, I have a long seven hours ahead of me, while the kiddies at the hs get out right about now.

What the fook it's raining!

frozen inside without your touch, without your love

What did I do on my last day of break? Watch sports! Basketball galore. First saw the eight seed Magic beat first seed Pistons, thanks to TMac's 43 points. Then the big game with my team, the Lakers. Except for a few minutes, the Lakers owned up on the TWolves. At some points it just got retarded watching the game. Oh and Iverson dropped 55 points in his game. Why he wasn't chosen for the olympic team at first still bewilders me.

A family was looking at the house for sale next door, and I noticed two girls that looked my age-ish. From what I saw they were attractive, and from a source with a better view it was later confirmed. I also think my neighbor across the street is either back for or has just left from her spring break.

Caught the new Smallville that I missed earlier in the week. Dude, what a rip off. We've been waiting like 5-6 weeks for a new episode, and it sucked! Kristen Kreuk got like what, five minutes of air time? No, no, no, that's not how it's supposed to work!

I ended up watching the USA mini-series Helen of Troy at night. I had seen the ads and trailers, and it looked pretty cool. Turns out that it concludes tomorrow night. Enjoyed what I saw. Saw the whole thing because: 1) there was no Alias, 2) I've always been interested in the Greek/Roman mythology thing, 3) there were some cool fight scenes 4) the chick that plays Helen is pretty hot, 5) the aforementioned chick bared her backside and... foreside (if that even works, hah).

Been thinking about the movie script I'm conjuring up a bit more lately. Start giving me some ideas, people!

Plans are in motion for our next secret op.

Phrase that I had to use quite a few times Saturday night:
3, 2, 1, 1, 2, 3, what the heck is bothering me?

ShrimpSiumai (2:36:00 AM): someone gonna take your life man
I hope CV really isn't that bad at night.

ShrimpSiumai (7:14:02 PM): you're going into the battlefield?
Nope, not at this time.

[20:18] hit it too hard

StrikeoutK (9:26:13 PM): dude he's hot
StrikeoutK (9:26:17 PM): err she
ShrimpSiumai (9:26:19 PM): WTF!
Oops.

From his profile:
nsx 019: i believe youve mistaken me for someone named jerry lu
HAHAHA.

ShrimpSiumai (10:07:20 PM): i have to manual it

StrikeoutK (11:19:11 PM): it would have been sb all over again
StrikeoutK (11:19:15 PM): boink boink
StrikeoutK (11:20:25 PM): like 4 times

[23:54] SonOfShao: you're either being incredibly sarcastic with me...or you genuinely do not know one of the oldest jokes in the fucking world
Hah, sorry.

[23:59] me: that asian girl was not cute
[23:59] yes she was
[00:00] in a 16 year old way
Bwahaha. Another future investment type deal?

Whoot whoot. Lakers just rolled over the TWolves. Fans in Minnesota got ripped off, as they got < 15 minutes of quality basketball from their home team.

my spirit sleeping somewhere cold

Woke up ~11:00 in the morning, and learned that Top Gun was showing, so I tuned in. That's one of the best movies ever made right there. Aftewards watched a little Grease and Bring It On. I tell you, that cheerleading movie just screams arf.

Stopped by Will's place to pick him up to head out to Jhermaine's place; chick flick movie fest was going on over there. Get there and see a gingerbread house. Looks good, and the parts I ate tasted good, but the decoration thing I ate wasn't so good. I was tricked into thinking it was sweet, but it was actually a spice candy thing.

Listened to some guitar tunes, and watched some NBA playoff action between visits to the living room to check up on espn.com and cnn.com and to watch Heartbreakers. Dood. One word for that movie (besides arf): *drool*. JLH is so a gg. Too bad not everybody agrees. AJ say's she's too skinny and Athena says her boobs are too big. Hmm.

Shot some hoops, and I Was getting pretty pissed off at the amount of bricks I threw up. My first shot drew air, and it bounced up over the fence onto the shed roof. I had to do some climbing to get it back. Popped my shorts button, and I had to borrow Nick's belt, haha.

Afterwards we got into the car but couldn't decide where to go. At first I got into a mental lapse and drove somewhere I haven't been for a while. We eventually decided to go eat, and went down to Fremont, but didn't really find any place to eat. All the while Nick and I are arguing over random topics. I think the biggest argument was how if you see a hot girl, tell your friends around you about her instead of keeping it to yourself. Don't be greedy like that! Other arguments were the basic whose dumber than who, and of course past mistakes were brought up. Doh. I did, however, have to hit him a few times for talking out of us butt.

We ended up eating at Hometown Buffet near New Park Mall. It was meat night, so we left a good sized pile of bones, heh. There was this pretty attractive chick at the table next to us. Too bad she was sitting with like seven other guys; at least my neck isn't really hurting right now, haha.

Came back to CV to Chabot Theatre. We were going to watch Anger Management but we missed it by about ten minutes. After my run in with physical representation, I went home.

Played another practice match against team rR. Although we had one extra man, we won one side, haha. I heard some stuff coming out of people's mouths where I wasn't expecting. Then again, I've heard quite a few things I wasn't expecting out of some people these past few days.

Happy birthday to Tim (aka reod) who turns 20.

"Go cuddle!"
HAHAHA.

hi ppotardimus (10:31:42 PM): did she clear up her face?
Hah you greedy mofo.

"I was agreeing with Jerry until the part about getting slapped in the face."

[02:49] In the book For Yourself, Dr. Lonnie Barbach reports: "Research by Arvalea Nelson indicates that consistently orgasmic women tend to describe themselves as contented, good-natured, insightful, self-confident, independent, realistic, strong, capable, and understanding while non-orgasmic women tend to describe themselves as bitter, despondent, dissatisfied, distrustful, fussy, immature, inhibited, prejudiced, and sulky."

Hmm, after taking everybody back to Jhermaine's house to go home I decided to take myself a little sightseeing detour. Turns out something that's been in place for quite a while is now gone. Well, parts of it are still there but the main chunk has been removed. What this means exactly I'm not sure.

how can you see into my eyes like open doors?

So I'd blog in the morning, but I tend to forget the previous day's events that way. I woke up at 10:00 to go to the bbq at Chabot that started at 10:30, but of course I don't leave the house till 11:00. Pick up Charles, go to Ken's house to get him, but he doesn't want to go. All good, we still get supplies. Finally get to AJ's house, and we load up on ammo and supplies. Drive a whole 500 feet to park on the street.

Okay so we ate food and threw the baseball around for a little bit while AJ goes off to get something. He eventually comes back, and I guess he got greedy and smuggled a water balloon back from the car. Wasn't part of the plan but oh well. Since I'm a noob that failed physics I missed when I popped the balloon over Flora's head. Of course she couldn't let this go so she proceeds to pour a bottle of water over my head when I'm not expecting it. Oh baby, it was on. At least I wasn't a dork and didn't pour water of my things. AJ and I go back to the car to get ammo and the water gun. I'm not really sure how, but I think AJ got weak hearted and gave up the water gun. From then on some major soakage went on for a while. Eventually ballons ran out and clothes couldn't retain anymore water. The sun was in and out, and the wind didn't help *brrrrr*. Thanks AJ, JB, and Charles for the help, and sorry for any splash damage, haha. We had a few more targets to hit, but my hacks weren't on so I missed the grenade toss. Besides the occasional phsyical abuse, the afternoon was great. The semi magic trick was pretty cool.

Drop AJ off at his house, but not before one more attempted drive by. Didn't really do anything at home. Watched a little bit of the Giants game, but mostly tuned into the A's owning up on the Rangers. Zito is the man, yo.

Jhermaine wanted his team to practice their positions or something, so I put together a makeshift squad together to play against them. I don't even know when the last time was that some of my guys even played CS, haha. If you have to ask who won, you're pretty weaksauce, like how we played against them. Oh. But hey, they wanted someone to practice against, so gave them that and some good target practice.

Can we play some bball today?

[02:32] nick: i'm not ripe yet

StrikeoutK (7:23:21 PM): i have no idea how big that is
StrikeoutK (7:23:23 PM): haha
StrikeoutK (7:23:26 PM): let me measure mine
StrikeoutK (7:23:48 PM): okay i dont know where it is
StrikeoutK (7:23:52 PM): if you think it's big enough

[13:58] i saw nick's shoot up

[22:18] what s going on in kenji's room
[22:18] ee eee ohhh ohhh aaaahaaaah
Haha. Yeah, right.

Looking through some recent prom pics, I guess Ken was right all along about these formal type dances. Good call, kid. Almost like how someone else told me that sometimes people try to be fair about these things. Now that's as funny as it is good.

I'm pretty much dry now. Now I just have to nurse the redness on my left side.

Back Home
To the land of boringness and where reality slaps you in the face. At least the weather's nice. Only a few clouds; doesn't look like rain.

Sore right now. Went bowling two days ago. Bowled like crap. Two games were like thirty points under my average, and the third game was somewhere in the Willy range of scores. So bad I wont even discuss it here. At least there was some chick half an alley away to look at to divert attention away from my open frames. There was music being played, so once in a while she'd get up and shake it for a while. Arf.

Woke up arond noon, then went out to eat food! Eat eat eat. Gain more weight. Woohoo! Not. Afternoon rolled around, and some family started coming over. They played a little Mah Jong while the rest of us watched some tv to pass the time. Dinner time rolled around, and in the spirit of eating, we went to Todai. The food selection wasn't as impressive as my memory remembers, and the crowd was definately smaller than it's supposed to be. I did, however, eat a boatload of sushi and sashimi. Weee. There was a fat sale at Gap (pathetically the best Men's store there), but I decided against buying anything.

Got back in time to hear that the Blazers lost to the Clippers (bwhahaha) and saw the Lakers own up the Warriors. This now places Mavs three, TWolves four, Lakers five, Blazers six. Bring on the playoffs. In other sports related news, I caught the Mighty Ducks of Anaheim beat the Red Wings in OT to sweep the series 4-0. Who knew that would have happened.

Will be home this afternoon.

all of my cousins: "Do you have a girlfriend yet?"
me: "No."
Oh.

Everyone take it easy on Mizouse for the next few days. He has a chronic nose picking problem and keeps on getting bloody noses. That, and he doesn't have normal eating patterns.

Eureka, I have thought of it! While showering I realized that I have a workable angle to that hot chick that sits behind me in bio. Stupid me for not thinking of it before! It takes the smogy air down here and the janky water to get the ideas flowing again, haha. Time to file up and join rank. Just kidding.

I swear all I do down here is eat. Around noon (when I woke up), after brushing my teeth and junk we ate at some Chinese place that we also always go to while down here. In addition to all the food, I threw about three bowls of rice down. Usually one and a half and I'm out for the count.

After the food we went to the glasses place where our whole extended family gets glasses. I wasn't going to get another pair of sunglasses yet, as my mom was going to. Haha, like that's what happened. My mom got her sunglasses, and as we're paying the store owners just told me to get a pair, too, so I did. Ended up walking out with these sunglasses. I think this brings the count to four now.

Eventually in the late afternoon my uncle calls us to show us his new house he bought. Pretty amazing pad where I swear some things were pulled straight out of an episode of MTV Cribs. The security guard had a question mark face (aka the Kenji face) when our three car envoy rolled past the gate. That place is going to look very nice when it gets all decorated. Half the time the relatives were trying to figure out where they were going to play Mah Jong, haha.

Dinner was grand. Went to a Japanese place and got stuffed there (with food, that is). Hopefully I'll eat just as much for the rest of my stay! Watched Analyze That. Though I suppose it was stretched thin a little, some parts of the movie (mostly disc 1) were pretty funny.

Click here to take the test!
Bubble tea?

Anyways I tried to get SB to take me to the Laker game later today, but he wouldn't go for it. =(

i must be crazy, now i'm feeling like a fool

Woke up bright and early at nine in the morning and start preppin' to bounce from the house. Around ten o' clock we left the house, first stopped by the library to drop off some stuff, then went to Mcadees to buy breakfast. Let's just say while there, I had to use the facilities. The worst of it was that it was broke, so it must have sucked for the next person. Oh.

Get on the road, and pretty soon we move to the back row, folded down the middle row, set up the laptop and crack out the movies. My mom joined my brother and I for the Harry Potter movie. Unfortunately noise is loud in a moving car and laptop speakers are weaksauce so we couldn't hear anything at first. Luckily though, since I'm so smart we brought two headphones to plug in and use. I gave up my headset and moved to the front seat to read the Alias book I bought the day before. Pretty easy read; finished it in like three hours.

Dinner out was pretty good; went to some hot pot place we always go to when we're down here. You know that thick oily sauce that's like the foundation of the sauce you use to dip your food into? Apparently they stopped leaving the big bucket out front and started charging for it. What the heck. Good thing the boss there hooked it up.

Female coworker the other day: "Hmm, I've never seen a guy read Cosmo before."
Haha, well now you have!

'No More Bush'

every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure

So two days ago while at his house Nick tells me I was scheduled to work yesterday. HAHAHA. Apparently true, I showed up to work yesterday, cashiering for the first time since the year 2k2. The new register system is alright, and it maybe is a tad easier to use, but I still find it complete badsauce. It's soo slow to use. It can't keep up with me. Good thing I wasn't the cart attendant. It was raining like no other outside. Today was a sucky day to be the guy: "Wait here, I'll go get the car." Missed the game, but I heard we lost. Of course, though. You leave a man on the perimeter like that, anyone better make that. Went to Office Max after to buy some stuff, then went home.

So just about all day I've been cleaning my room. I finally got the magazines put away on a shelf in my closet. Last week was shoes. From Office Max I got a shelf type thing for all my dvds and cds. Since I don't have that many movies, the whole bottom shelf was clear, so I put all my books there, haha. Oh yeah, that reminds me. After work I bought Recruited: An Alias Prequel, cuz you know I like books and I like the show. Plus the cover art was nice.

[19:03] this channel has like several g's worth of cameras and about 5 pics in the last month to show for it
Hahaha, aint that the truth.

[19:04] hot chicks are overrated
See previous comment.

[19:37] after you hit it for about 10 minutes it warms up and the ball bounces more

[02:32] i'm not ripe yet

i can make it through the rain

The rain absolutely killed the spirit of UCB day. I got up way early at 9:30, got to BART a quarter after 10, and made my way to Berkeley. As expected it was packed, with everyone and their mom sportin' some kind of UCB propaganda. Right after getting to campus, we went to popular asian hangout and ate some Korean food. Pretty good stuff. After lunch everybody split their own ways to divulge into one's self interests. Of course I had no interests there, so I tagged along with someoen to the film department's presentation where we saw some student made movies. Some are quite impressive. We made half a lap around campus, strolling by the tower, schools of law, and business, and HAAS pavilion, where there was a women's water polo game against Stanford. Of course UCB lost. Go Cardinal. By the time we got out of there and met at that big gate, my pants were literally drenched. Too bad I forgot to take a picture. I felt so retarded.

Erik, Francis, and I made our way to Shattuck (sp?) Theatre, and caught a 2:35 showing of Better Luck Tomorrow. As we walked in, someone was on stage speaking. After asking around, I believe that the speaker was the movie's director, Justin Lin. Anyways we finally found seating in the mezzanine. The theatre screen is quite small, but the theatre itself is pretty nice. I do think, however, that Chabot Theatre is a tad better, haha. It's weird seeing John Cho (most famously known as being the milf hunter in the American Pie movies), act a serious, non-comedy role. Also, the one and only female character wasn't so attractive. To me, anyways.

So yeah the movie. While I enjoyed it, I found it a tad far fetched. Knowing Chinese people, a lot of things didn't weren't plausible. This comes with the very simple explanation that the decisions made and actions taken wouldn't be successfully thought out and executed, like how it was in the movie. In reality, the people who were smart enough to pull these things off wouldn't have the guts for it, and conversely, the people who would have the guts aren't smart enough to think everything out. Since the movie did pan out the way it did, I will say that the consequences from each decision and the resulting issues did seem logical. Nonetheless, the way the characters did things was interesting. I couldn't help but think "damn, it'd be awesome if high school was like that." To basically just own everything has to be apealing.

I guess the underlying theme of the movie was to address the "stress", "pressure", and general "issues" that Chinese kids have to deal with. I especially like the line how having 4.0 gpa's was their ticket to doing whatever they wanted; it was their shield. As long as they kept the high grades and sat scores, nobody would care, which, I think to some degree is true. I do know some kids do do things they did in the movie, like drugs and stealing and alcohol, but hey, everyone's gotta get thru life somehow, right? You know me, I'm not going to say anyone's "bad" just because they do those things. I wont understand what the point of one of the character's losing their virginity to a hooker in Las Vegas. I mean, damn, when the time comes, you "give" it to that special someone. In my opinion, he got robbed. Despite what Willy says, I'm not going down that path.

Another interesting thing is that everytime characters talked to one another, they always seemed to ask each other "oh where you going to college?" and "what are you majoring in?" Haha, they got that part down, alright. I hate the stereotype that exists. You know what, though? I hate even more how it's lived up to. A thing to note: everytime someone did something that was hard or they didn't like, they always said "but it looks good on the college application." Don't argue. Just read, nod or shake your head, and move on. Now get back to studying.

"She deserves something better."
-"Yeah, she probably does."

By now the rain subsided to normal levels. Went to Nick's house after getting home from Berkeley. Got the CB picture. Wholy moley, I'm fat now. Weather needs to dry up so I can hit the courts more often. To semi borrow a line, keep on arfin'. Wore my lucky boxers, too. Needless to say, no luck came my way.l One, two, strike three. They're out.

Since I'm so stupid, while eating lunch I bit myself again almost in the exact same spot. It was almost done healing, too. Now it's gonna hurt again like a mofo. Freakin' boo.

[18:46] like a football team, my girl's got a tight end

[23:34] ever---: how come i'm not roaring

[00:45] a: haha
[00:46] a: ill get a gf if you get a gf jerry
[00:46] a: lol
[00:46] b: you better not say that
[00:46] b: you'll be alone for a long time
[00:46] a: hahah
[00:46] me: wth
[00:46] me: are you thnking
[00:46] me: you're gonna be done way before i get started...
Hahahahaahhahahaaaahahahaha. Jerry you pathetic loser you.

i wanted to be just like you, so perfect, so untouchable

Bio lab yesterday. Dissected sheep's heart. Wasn't as exciting as I thought it would be. At least I didn't cut myself with the scalpel, like someone in class did.

This weather is janky. The drive home from Livermore was really nice and sunny. Get to Target, still not bad. Start getting up into Palomares, janky clouds. Boo. At least it didn't rain yet. I hope it isn't as bad as they say it's going to be. Either that, make it hellish. One to remember.

Haha, I did absolutely jack squat after gettin home. Played a little cs, then nothing. Finished the evening by watching some sports.

I hope something good comes out of my week off.

The News We Kept to Ourselves
NY Times/CNN article on unreported news in Iraq. Very interesting read.

Chanman007 (2:03:15 AM): i know you got something up in that noggin
Don't I always?

[09:33] i just realized my zipper looks pretty funny in that pic

"Did sparks fly?" -dad

nsx 019 (11:21:49 PM): you idiot
nsx 019 (11:21:56 PM): what now

hi ppotardimus (11:55:14 PM): i think all guys go through being a bitch once
hi ppotardimus (11:55:20 PM): and then the smart ones learn from that
hi ppotardimus (11:55:33 PM): hahaha
hi ppotardimus (11:55:48 PM): you're going to be a bitch for quite some time though
hi ppotardimus (11:55:49 PM): hahahahahaha
hi ppotardimus (11:55:50 PM): yes!

hi ppotardimus (12:04:37 AM): you should have taken off your shirt and tore it up and made a tourniquette

Spring break has begun. See you all in a week. I'm off to Cancun now.

Yeah right. I wish.

Amuzing: I start classes an hour later now, so I go to bed an hour later. Funny, actually.

gave my heart, and my soul; made you sunshine from cold

Looks like the stupid inet at the house works again. All I did was jiggle a few wires, and voila... we have internet.

Slept till 11:30 yesterday. Class started at 12:30, so of course I didn't get there till ike 12:45. I went about seven hours on one capri sun and some string cheese. Jeez. Didn't leave lab till about 7:30. That's seven hours of looking at a computer monitor. Bad for eyes. At least I caught up with everything. I knew exactly what would have helped me after getting home, but it was lacking, so nevermind there. Maybe if I didn't spend all that time daydreaming...

Withdrew from chem. Didn't even go to lab at 8:00 AM. I will have to go see the instructor though, to get my goggles back, haha. This better help my other classes out. At least the girl in that class wasn't that hot. Now I have to rethink where I want to go with my educational future.

Giants won again. Kings at Lakers was a good game. For 3.5 quarters, that is. From that point, we ran away with it. Bring on the playoffs, I say.

Since I am such a moron, I did indeed manage to give myself sunburn the other day while wearing clothes. That's what I get for waiting in line for the free bbq, haha. Stupid me for wearing a black shirt on a sunny day. Look what happened. You know what's whack? Check out the weather now. Weaksauce. It's supposed to rain over the weekend. Boo.

Things are so boring now. I need to get some whipped action going again. For entertainment value, if nothing else.

StrikeoutK (2:38:01 AM): dont let the asian innocence crap fool you

StrikeoutK (2:40:03 AM): i'll cry
StrikeoutK (2:40:06 AM): then i'd buy everyone lunch

StrikeoutK (3:03:14 AM): thats something i wouldnt do
StrikeoutK (3:03:20 AM): unless it was a marriage proposal oh
ShrimpSiumai (3:03:29 AM): twis
ShrimpSiumai (3:03:37 AM): i'd be down on both knees then
ShrimpSiumai (3:03:39 AM): not just one

hi ppotardimus (8:06:30 PM): HELLO THERE
hi ppotardimus (8:06:46 PM): start getting good grades please
hi ppotardimus (8:07:00 PM): so that you can move away for school and have sex
hi ppotardimus (8:07:06 PM): i say this because i care
Haha, always looking out for me.

Choios (11:48:18 PM): umm...i dont need them to come back to tell u that i blew her out of the water...

[01:02] everROARS: so she's still in hs
[01:02] Citrus: haha
[01:02] MacBee: she's a junior now
[01:02] pansy: yeah
[01:02] Citrus: ever thinking: is it legal yet?
[01:02] everROARS: hhah
[01:03] MacBee: i can't get past the nose
[01:03] everROARS: yea she'd be a fun future investment
[01:03] :pansy: LOL LOL LOL

Like the idiot that I am, I bit my lip the other day while eating. It's been bothersome ever since. Just two minutes ago, again like the idiot that I am, I put some salt over the opening. Needless to say, it burned like no other for a few seconds. No, I did not scream like a girl.

The stupid comcast internet hasn't been working at home, so I'll write a little something while I'm sitting here in lab not knowing how to write my program.

Of course I didn't show up to chem class yesterday morning. The rest of the classes were classes. Between my second and third class, I went to the campus courtyard (if you can call it that) and voted for student government. Not that I give a hoot about student body or anything, but for voting they give you a ticket for the bbq they were doing. So yeah, free hamburger, soda, and chips. The hamburger wasn't even that good, but oh well. That's the best thing this place has been good for, that and the occasional head turner in the hall. That reminds me, between classes I'm going to start taking the long way now. You know, need the exercise and all.

No more than half the class showed up to calc yesterday. Three people withdrew after Monday's test. After the half way break, about a third of the people who initially went to class didn't return. You could count the present people with fingers on your hands. I started doodling again, and Jhermaine started laughing as soon as I flipped to the back of my notebook. Oh well. I'm still having trouble drawing the guy's clothes. Since I wont be going to that class for a while, the drawings will have to be put on hold.

I'm mostly sure that I'll be withdrawing from chem. I never show up to class on time, which means I always miss the quizzes, and that's like five percent there. Also, after getting back the last test, I think I set a new record low. Even last year scoring the donut on the short answer section on ol' fotch's test, I still managed a score around 50. Tell me what kind of test curve it is when F grades make up for the second most received scores behind C's on that test. That, and more people got D's and F's than A's and B's on that test. That means either the test was too hard, or a lot of people aren't getting anything from class. Now seriously, whose fault is that when it's that many people?

American Idol last night along with some sports. It was so nice waking up at 11:00 today. Too bad the internet wasn't working.

got a fist of pure emotion
got a head of shattered dreams
gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind now

Had a little headache when I woke up, but it eventually went away. Oh what a day. Not really. Headed out to run a few errands yesterday. Not really errands, but to buy stuff, haha. Mom and I went around the tri valley area, because I wanted to get a cd binder and some dvd cases. We then went to the mall. Nothing really there. It was really "dry" up in there. Did stop by the book store. Went through a bunch of books, including one on none other than angels, the history and background of. Funny how they work, angels that is. The romantic relationship connotation never appeared in the book.

Headache went away, but I still wans't feeling so well. Maybe it was the late lunch, or wearing shorts or something. I dunno. I am feeling a tad better now, though. Watched some sports; the Warriors and A's on tv, and the Lakers on nba.com flash updates, haha. Nothing really on tv, except Am Idol. Played a few W3 games, and called it a night.

The day was alright, except for the fact that I had to deal with at least two people who were being complete morons. Please don't half things when talking to me. I might not make sense sometimes but at least I bring it.

P8percut23 (7:38:23 PM): Oh believe me
P8percut23 (7:38:27 PM): IT iS HYSTERICAL

[01:13] i wonder what kind it was
[01:13] and how big

ShrimpSiumai (1:51:50 AM): the rate of your respone is telling me you're watchin porn
No, I wasn't at the time.

There were just so many quotes these past few days. They deserve their own post, so here we go:

wizll 02 (3:15:38 PM): you came up with the idea, and i held my end of the bargain (x2)
StrikeoutK (3:16:00 PM): i was trying to motivate you
wizll 02 (3:16:22 PM): haha whatever, was gonan happen either way
StrikeoutK (3:16:30 PM): oh
Aww crap...

ShrimpSiumai (3:46:42 PM): i was not impressed

ShrimpSiumai (3:51:54 PM): you thought our asian group was bad
ShrimpSiumai (3:51:54 PM): look at the 04 asian guys
StrikeoutK (3:52:00 PM): hahahahahahah
ShrimpSiumai (3:52:01 PM): they look like whales on feet
ShrimpSiumai (3:52:02 PM): can't move

StrikeoutK (6:14:57 PM): what was she wearing down low

hi ppotardimus (6:19:15 PM): is that avril?
hi ppotardimus (6:19:37 PM): she's not as hot as alicia gomez

hi ppotardimus (6:23:25 PM): maybe this is why i like young girls
Poor ahdude.

ShrimpSiumai (6:35:34 PM): i saw a bunch of asian guys
ShrimpSiumai (6:35:42 PM): they looked like they're reading newspaperM

[21:27] u can build a wall between the guys and girls

Choios (9:55:28 PM): i need help with a speech, and i know your the writing genious
Hah. Thanks, but only when I want to be. Also, the writing skills don't work miracles.

Choios (9:56:49 PM): she's got connections up the ying yang!

StrikeoutK (10:18:37 PM): transcript ran out of room?

TomEboy04 (11:34:13 PM): ah....the jerry lu reasoning...
TomEboy04 (11:34:22 PM): how surprising....it includes girls
Doh, I might be coming full circle, to two years ago. Better get off that track.

[23:42] nick: i've been busy with her lately
You wish.

XxHaVoKxX2099 (11:46:43 PM): how did you find out?
StrikeoutK (11:46:56 PM): dude
StrikeoutK (11:47:05 PM): i have so many eyes and ears around that school of yours

XxHaVoKxX2099 (12:29:40 AM): she could work
XxHaVoKxX2099 (12:29:46 AM): if she isnt taken already
StrikeoutK (12:29:52 AM): go find out
StrikeoutK (12:29:56 AM): RECON FOO
XxHaVoKxX2099 (12:30:01 AM): recon?
Uhm, how do you know me and not know what I'm talking about?

StrikeoutK (12:47:49 AM): he's still workin that one?
StrikeoutK (12:47:52 AM): jeezus
ShrimpSiumai (12:47:56 AM): who knows
ShrimpSiumai (12:48:01 AM): i was told love doesn't go away
*scratches head to think over that one*

StrikeoutK (12:59:45 AM): i will make a return!
StrikeoutK (12:59:46 AM): just kidding.
ShrimpSiumai (1:00:01 AM): HAHAHHHAHAHAH
ShrimpSiumai (1:00:05 AM): fine
ShrimpSiumai (1:00:07 AM): 1 more chance
ShrimpSiumai (1:00:10 AM): SR ball next year
StrikeoutK (1:00:14 AM): with next year
StrikeoutK (1:00:17 AM): who tf do i know in 04
ShrimpSiumai (1:00:20 AM): um
ShrimpSiumai (1:00:22 AM): nick's wife
ShrimpSiumai (1:00:24 AM): AHAHHHAHHAHA
HAHAHAHHA
Oh my.

hi ppotardimus (9:23:15 PM): no one at ucla gives a crap what's going on at the dirty school

now's your moment, floating in a blue lagoon

As you can tell from yesterday morning's posts, I slept late. Stupid lab report. Took me like four hours to do, when it only should have taken me one at most. Forget waking up at 8:15 (four hours sleep), so I put a note on my door to tell my mom to wake me up an hour later than usual, haha. I showed up for bio, took some notes, enjoyed the show, and got out of there. Not before the teacher caught me sleeping and pointed it out to the class, which resulted in everybody laughing at me. =|

I tried to study some CS for twenty minutes, before heading off to take the test. Some of us got screwed because we all studied the math and base conversion parts like a mofo, only to not have it on the test because the teacher forgot to staple that page in. Hopefully I did alright. As for the calc test. Jeez. The stuff shouldn't even be that hard. Half of the test was stuff like "find the derivative of (x^4)/3" and some basic two argument functions. Stuff that we should know, just cuz. A big chunk of the test was shown to us last week in example problems. One problem was copied EXACTLY from the book; it was an example in the freaking thing! Of course some problems I couldn't do, so I just graphed them into the calc, copied the graph onto the paper, and will hope for partial credit. After the test, and after the break, effectively more than a third of the class didn't return for the lecture half of evening.

I will probably be withdrawing from a class. Which one, I am unsure of.

Oh as for Sunday. Nothing in particular went on. I did beat Metal Gear Solid 2. Yay. There were only about 15 hours of gameplay, but I nonetheless enjoyed it. The story finally made sense, and the point of the story I guess was to let everyone know that life goes on through each future generation and it's up to the current generation to teach the next ideas like culture, passion, love, and all that jazz. The day the main character's girlfriend kept asking about turned out to be the day they met. Even in this action game, it's implied that they both will live happily ever after. I enjoyed the ending theme song of the game, and I can't look forward to MGS:3.

For most the night I just cleaned my room. I now have a few racks (haha not that kind) in my closet, and I ghetto assembled a rack to put all my shoes in. I am so close to really cleaning up my room. Hopefully entropy doesn't take over too quickly. On an inside info level, that dvd I had camping in the kswiss box in my closet was discovered, haha. Good thing I gave the publication found in the parking lot to daz.

Saw some prom pics these past few days. To all my guys: gg.

Congrats to Johnny (aka sb) for winning the arfxs NCAA March Madness bracket.

I got the Bay to Breakers thing in the mail the other day. I thought you just show up and walk for fun (ie free), yo. You have to pay to participate in that? Boo.

Dudes. It really bugs me when someone says "you'll see." I mean, if it's like something I have to actually physically see, then okay that works out If it isn't, jeez, get on with it! Same thing with "you'll find out." Grrrrr.

Let's just see how things turn out after all...

Heh. Thanks for the bday present. Now I can sport both of my favorite schools at once!

Finally!

lalalalalalla

After two hours, I have half a page done.

I'm screwed for the night. Let the madness begin.

his intentions and desires aren't the same

I have a problem with not waking up to the alarm or something. Both today and yesterday I set the winamp alarm and I just overslept both by an hour. Jeez.

Hm. Yesterday I didn't really do much during the day, haha. How pathetic. All I did was work on my MGS-2:S game. I am now at the end of the game, fighting the last boss. I tried to beat him 4 or 5 times already, to no avail. Hopefully sometime soon I'll beat him up.

During the evening hours I got a haircut, and finally started to clean my room. A little bit after I went over to Tom's house for his bday. They were already in progress of watching Brown Sugar. It was a pretty good movie from what I saw.

When I got home, I went back to room cleaning. Well, outside of two W3 games first, of course, haha. I didn't finish the room project, and as you can see I slept rather late. Stupid losing an hour thing.

Hope all the kiddies had fun at junior prom. Can someone please tell me why they were thinking of using breathalyzers? I think all the admin and chaperones forgot what it was like to be young...

I'd just like everyone to know that I'm calling it.

[12:26] Mizouse: first thing you look at when you wake up are pictures of girls.
If you didn't know, my first website in the morning is maximonline.com, haha.

[23:35] i give it a week

Chanman007 (12:20:35 AM): all i thought was that you're an idiot

StrikeoutK (12:24:47 AM): i can only wonder what you woulda done if i were a big one

Chanman007 (12:25:18 AM): either that crap would be all over the floor

Okay it's time to sleep. Hopefully I'll get up before noon, and if I do I'll blog then.

A spider just suspended itself 2 feet from my head and landed on top of my monitor. I will now start cleaning the room a little faster.

Boo I woke up an hour late.

i want you but i'm not giving in this time

Bio lab wasn't bad. We did some stuff to test cell respiration, and at one point I got to use a powerful blower type thing. Oh. I went to the final part of the graphing workshop, and it was how to graph using MS Excel, hahaha. I was basically there to pump out graphs of my data, which was prettpy useful because I'd have to make them at home anyways since I have a lab report to write up. The only sucky thing was I had to keep resizing and relocating my coordinate labels because they kept overlaping. I probably wasted seven or eight pieces of paper doing that.

After stopping back home to eat lunch, I went back to the mall to get some shoes. No I didn't just go buy another new pair of shoes for no reason; I'm not crazy like that. As you may or may know have known, the shoes that I bought to just play basketball with litereally fell apart, so I had to somehow get rid of those and get something new.

Whoever owns Footlocker/Champs should be congratulated on their customer service. I didn't have any trouble explaining my situation to them, and they said they'd give me an exchange for something of equal value. So I took my temporary store credit and started browsing the shoes at Footlocker. The salesperson was very nice and helpful in my decision of which shoes to consider. The debate came down to adidas vs Reebok. Screw Nike and their overpriced garbage, as far as shoes go. in the end it came to another pair of tmacs vs the Reebok ATR Vertical XBeam, worn by Steve Francis of the Rockets. I figured the only person who would have more than one pair of tmacs would be tmac himself, so I picked up the latter. I didn't get the black version of the shoe because 1) I would then have two pairs of black shoes and 2) I just don't understand playing in black shoes, haha. I bought some laces, and some new insoles. The point of all this is to let me play ball, and hopefully I can jump high like Franchise himself. You know, to impress all the ladies out there, Cuz' I need help in that deparment. Vertical leap, that is. Oh.

I was going to leave, but then I thought to myself: "hmm, look at all the people." It also seems that there's another pretty girl working at AE now. Sweet. I also saw Spencer and B.

Came home and watched some basketball. That lucky mofo Webber hit his 5th trey of the season to give the Kings the lead with a few seconds left. I hate that guy. Pierce had a chance for the Celtics to win the game, but he choked the open j. Warriors got spanked. I didn't watch the Lakers game, but I followed it on the website. Apparently we were down by 20+ at one point, only to come back and win by one point on a shot that Kobe made look all too easy.

Hahahaha, let's not all try to analyze what my doodling is trying to suggest, or what I'm subconsciously (geez that took a while) thinking. It's not like I'm going to draw two guys, cuz duh, and I'm not going to draw two women cuz then there'd be 2x the count of messed up breasteses.

[00:11]now that i think about it
[00:11] with that picture, i believe that's what you want

[23:38] he made the chest area really big
[00:03] you need to learn how to draw boobs

Malibu Jelli (9:24:08 PM): or you should major in boys

don't make me wait too long

I've always thought that I hated chem in high school because of the teacher. Not that my teacher wasn't good or anything; looking back now, he knew his stuff and was hands down the best chem teacher the school had to offer. I just didn't like his style and approach to teaching the class. That, and junior year was pretty messed up in it's own way. But now, I've learned that I do indeed not like chem. It's nothing that we did in lab yesterday, even though I did burn myself a few times. Just like high school, chem has killed my interest in science. Now I need to rethink what the heck I'm going to study. What else is there besides engr/science/business?

Thursdays are just as long as Mondays and Wednesdays, but it's so much more tiring. First off, I'm waking up pre 7:00 AM, so I go through my day with < 5 hours sleep. I don't give a rats backside who you are or what you think, that's not enough sleep. The day sucks because yes they're labs, and finishing the day with CS doesn't help. Unlike the other labs, the end of the lab period does not signal the end of the work. Major suckage. I stayed till around 6:00 yesterday before giving up.

Nothing really was on tv. I did watch the Lakers beat out the Mavs, and in doing so passed over Friends. ER was on, and I did catch the The Best Damn Sports Show's swimsuit display, whoot.

What's been up with the weather? Sunny and windy, clear and cold, wet and overcast. Whack weather. Where's the hotness. Oh wait, I'll sit down now. I need to find something to do this weekend.

Jennifer Garner separating from husband
Woohoo! Rejoice. YAY!

Wonder what I do when I'm not sleeping in calc? I doodle. For some reason still unknown I cannot draw a woman's curves. Me, not being able to draw the candy in eyecandy, in my opinion. Pathetic. Some comments:

"their heads are too small"
"her skirt's too short"
"i never show my stomach"
"looks like she has square boobs"
"how come they don't have elbows?"
"i think her boobs are too big"

rets0022 (1:09:52 AM): how come that chick is soooo outta proportion

[21:56] instead of being arms length away
[21:56] and making her walk
^ song analyzing ^

athena r0x (6:55:55 PM): this drawing represents the true desire of your heart
And she's not even in psych class!

It is SO freaking cold right now.

it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

Hahahahah, yesterday was the first day in a while that I went to all my classes. Of course I was late to chem, but I went in because I had a test to take. I pretty much got owned again. I don't think there's been a test this semester where I can say that I've owned it. Boo hoo. I got to bio class late cuz of the chem test, so I had to sit at a table with girls I didn't really know but that's okay cuz they were all cute, and we did well on the group quiz. CS is boring as heck, but we did learn how to write windows applications. The teacher was kind of sick, and I heard he teach his night class. Hopefully he gets better, but not by tomorrow so our lab gets cancelled, haha. Oh man, calc = suck. Every day after the break about a fourth of the class leaves. We reviewed for the test next week. I have some major work to do in there. The quiz we had in there went alright, but that's only cuz all the problems were odd. I'm guessing most of the class did well then.

Caught a bit of American Idol, watched the A's beat the Mariners, and couldn't help but watch some Dawson's Creek. Again I will say Joey's pretty darn cute.

As soon as the attbi ftp server is back up, I'll upload a picture of how I spend my time in calc class.

ShrimpSiumai (1:41:40 AM): omg
ShrimpSiumai (1:41:44 AM): this guy is just like you
ShrimpSiumai (1:41:50 AM): his eyes were on her tits the whole time
ShrimpSiumai (1:41:51 AM): ahhahhahaha
StrikeoutK (1:41:53 AM): dude
StrikeoutK (1:41:56 AM): that's not me anymore
StrikeoutK (1:41:57 AM): foo
Yeah man, that's soo a-bit-over-a-year agoish.

[22:13] willy: jerry just pay for me for the movies, you have no date to spend your money on anyways
Bastage.

StrikeoutK (12:24:54 AM): kinda short kinda skinny>
XxHaVoKxX2099 (12:24:57 AM): yaeh
StrikeoutK (12:24:57 AM): liek every other asian girl

rets0022 (1:09:52 AM): how come that chick is soooo outta proportion

i should know better but it's just not the case

If you want a day of complete unproductiveness and lazyness, model your off days after mine. I was rudely awaken at 9:30 on my cell phone, from some unknown person. Went back to bed, and woke up to my winamp alarm a bit after 11:00. Sat around till noontime, then made myself some lunch. Mac and cheese, baby. After completely preparation work for the food, I moved the bowl and some soda into the brother's room and lunched over sone Metal Gear Solid 2: Substance. Oh man, I'm pretty much addicted to that game. I think I played at least five hours today, which really sucks because the more I play the more I want to know what happens next. The storyline finally makes sense now. Did not watch a chick flick. Boo.

One gripe on the game though, the character's girlfriend is the person you contact over the radio to save the game. I don't know if it's part of the game or not, but I find her pretty annoying. Besides the normal gf stuff like "i'm so worried" and "come back to me" and crap like that, she rambles on and on about how she doesn't "just want to be known as his bf" or "do you just like me because i'm beautiful" or "how come you never open up to me" and "i don't even know a side of you". Oh my freaking gosh. Just shutup already. This better have some place in the game's plot.

A tad of American Idol. How come Simon always wears a grey shirt? What dull sense of style for a rich guy. What's with all the tv shows right now airing reruns. There's not going to be a new Smallville for another two weeks! The last episode of this season's Real World was on. Wonder what next season's going to be like.

I know I write a good book and all, but don't steal my pages.

Some people are smart, yo. While some others, like Ken, are just saps. Someone definately owns my number.

[04:13] let it explode

StrikeoutK (9:49:07 PM): shutup
P8percut23 (9:49:13 PM): thats what she told me
StrikeoutK (9:49:29 PM): you liar
P8percut23 (9:49:32 PM): im not
StrikeoutK (9:49:38 PM): thats not even close to being good
P8percut23 (9:49:42 PM): oh
StrikeoutK (9:49:43 PM): thats so crap
P8percut23 (9:49:50 PM): and she said yes
StrikeoutK (9:49:53 PM): stop lying
P8percut23 (9:49:56 PM): im not
StrikeoutK (9:50:07 PM): i should beat you down ^2
StrikeoutK (9:50:11 PM): next time i see you
P8percut23 (9:50:13 PM): NO LIE
StrikeoutK (9:50:17 PM): okay
StrikeoutK (9:50:19 PM): have fun
P8percut23 (9:50:27 PM): HAHA
P8percut23 (9:50:30 PM): APRIL FOOlS!!!!!!!!
*shrug* See second sentence of last line of post.

ShrimpSiumai (10:30:36 PM): i'd be scared if a girl kissed me like that

[00:19] after two quarters of math
[00:19] finally a ta that speaks english

"it's way too good to be coincidence, you evasive jerk."

flaureea (11:07:51 PM): well, at least you can count, i guess.

(1:33:44 AM): woman
(1:33:49 AM): they dont know what internet is

Hahahaha. Owned.

6 months, 8 days, 12 hours since you went away

Showed up to classes late, but luckily there was no quiz or homework due in Chem. I sat in the car and listened to the radio. I showed up to Bio, and we went over homeostatis, before taking half the time being told how to graph a four point line graph in Excel, haha. It took the teacher like 3 minutes to find the MS Office root directory, lol. I'm not falling asleep in that class anymore. No idea why, either. Though I really doubt it's that hot chick that sits next to me. I do fall asleep in CS though, and I didn't go to Calc either.

Got nothing after going to Target for no real reason. Played some CS with Nick and Jason, and did pretty decent, under my standards, haha. Freaking reruns all night on tv. Played a lot of W3 instead; two matches worth. I tried to distract my opponents by singing over the mic and asking if their sisters were hot or not. Lost both, but hey, my solo game is pretty sauce as it is. I'll just provide all the observers with a good match to watch

I need to go to the mall sometime to return my shoes. I've not seen a chick flick in the longest time. That must change later today. Pretty sure there's something to dig up around here that I haven't seen. Clothes are also starting to pile up in my room again. I'm kinda having trouble getting around now, haha. Jeez. Freaking entropy.

[08:46] pansy: ever i want to know how you do it
[08:46] pansy: sleep at 3, wake up at 5:30
[08:47] everROARS: wt haha
[08:47] everROAR:> diet coke

[01:35] everROARS: doh
[01:36] everROARS: my wife is 18
Haha what?

"Did you take that big poster off your wall yet?"

[02:39] Citrus: there was a time where i could have done some (crap) with her haha
[02:39] Citrus: but i was an amateur