so walk a little slower and open up your eyes

First day of summer school class. Teacher seems pretty cool, and apparently is pretty old, too. Sounds like he knows what he's talking about. Has strong opinions. Uber left winger. Completely opposes anything and everything President Bush and what the GOP is doing and their viewpoints. Opposes the war on terror, tax refunds, government spending, and probably pro choice. Doesn't seem like he'll back down from an argument. Still, good teacher it looks like. Oh and looks like the nerds are taking over Chabot. =p

After class Willy, Rob, Jhermaine and I ate lunch at Marie Calenders. So great hanging out with old friends again. Pretty much right off the bat after sitting down I was having to defend my positions in some decisions I've maid. Things are getting back to normal again. Lots of laughs, funny topics of conversation, and of course, the usual smack talking. Great time.

Went to Pro's house afterwards just to hang out. I ended up taking a nap. After a while we migrated to Nick's house to head out to Dublin. After some initial delay due to some miscommunication and otherwise, we made our way to Target. Oh boy oh boy oh boy. It's potentially going to be a great working summer. I might just starting putting in more hours now, haha. Yessss. Oh wait, I'll just make some new friends, first. Pffft. Went to try that new tapioca place in Dublin behind Target. Way too much nice in my Thai tea. Will not return to that place.

Came home to eat dinner, then headed out to Will's house where everyone was to play some video games. Eventually a few more came, and we had a grand ol time. I got up and danced everytime someone had a gamebreaker in NBA Street2. Willy tried to play some CS, but he wasn't doing so well. Chris and I won our Halo 2v2 game. Ken kicked me out of his rooml. Then told me if I sat in his chair he'd beat me down, so I had to settle for the floor.

So I learned something. Well, not exactly a new thing, but something was reaffirmed. Secrets more or less do not exist. For most things, eventually it will be found out. There's no one thing that's proved this to me, so don't worry if you're thinking I'm talking about you. Anyways, this is inevitable. Most things are really just not that important. Sometimes you people trip too much over the smallest things. Who really gives a "flying f" who you like, or where you were at a certain time? Jeezus. You think you're gonna have problems if word gets out over these little things? Give me a break. Now tell me something really serious and important like you do drugs (drinking and smoking does not count people, but that's for another post) or have unprotected sex, then I'll keep my mouth shut. Don't want to tell me what's going on with other people? HAH! Jokes on you because it's only a matter of time, and I'm only asking you because I want to hear it from you instead of someone else. So please, let's just try to be up front with one another and not try to hide anything, because there really is no point. Really, what's the point of delaying the truth?

Someone asked me today "why do you know everything?" No, not in the academic or trivial sense. You know, the social aspect of things. People's current affairs, general happenings, stuff of that nature. I really don't know the answer. Maybe it's because people with big mouths have good ears and connections. Still, you must know that more than 69 percent of the things I say are garbage.

Someone else said to me I'm only going to get respect when I start giving respect. Please. I don't have a freaking bag of respect to be freely passed around here. I'm not that super duper merry can't-say-no nice guy. Sure, I'll be nice to you and all, but just know depending on who you are, I could care less what you think of me. It's alright if you're one of those people who form opinions of someone before you meet them (because I am one of those people). If you still think I'm a retard after you've known me for a while, then so be it. You think I care for or fear the idea that "(girl) friends talk to their friends?" If you're already going to hate on me for what you've heard through the grapevine then please get off. There were only a few who held out against common judgement against me when I first met them, and I'll just take this opportunity now to thank you. Do I have a need for approval from every last person? Absolutely not. I'm not one who tries to please everyone by being out-of-my-way nice. If that makes me a prick, then oh. I just ask that you give me your own fair judgement, because I give you the same respect (oh). Thanks.

Again please remember it's not your fault I wrote those last two paragraphs. Stop worrying or tripping, depending on which one you were.

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[00:36] i want to enjoy it with some one else